"Mestinya kamu sudah siap bahwa memang begini akhirnya"
He's end up with someone more real than you. Real.
She's real for him. She's in the same field, same city, same interest, same frecuency. Damn...She's smart.
And she's there.
Who are you?? You're just someone in the dark. He may only know your name, where you live, what you read, what films you ever watch--things he may not even remember, even memorize..
He doesn't know you at all. And, you think you know him.
You THINK. You T-H-I-N-K.
But you DON'T.
And still wondering..
Questions banging in my head...
"Why do you love her, is it because she is sucessful?"
"No, it´s because she doesn't need me!"*
This hit you.
Now, you know that he's leaving.
He doesn't go anywhere, though.
He's there.
He's there for her.
He's there for himself.
He's there for them.
He's there for everyone, but you.
For everyone but ME.
I should have known.
I told you. I warned you.
I warned my self.
I shouldn't get hurt.
But it is.
I shouldn't get hurt.
I shouldn't.
I don't have to.
He's not real anyway.
He IS NOT REAL.
At least, Not in my world.
*from Closer (2004), directed by Mike Nichols and written by Patrick Marber.
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